the formless medium of idea: i feel like i can only fluxuate between anxious and lifeless and i... 
i feel like i can only fluxuate between anxious and lifeless and i want some kind of middle ground because either i’m so scared i have to run or i just want to curl up and sleep. and i feel exploding with both, because my lifelessness is more an extreme restlessness, a boredom with everything, the…
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